TwistedFool

It's kind of ironic that this entry should follow my last... In any case, you'll probably never read this... Maybe if I had worked on myself from the beginning Maybe if I had pushed comfort to the side Maybe if I had devoted every minute to you. To us. Maybe if we had believed enough to move forward Maybe if we had put our family first... Maybe if we hadn't planned and planned... Maybe if we had built our future in the present Maybe... Just maybe... But maybe you warned me one too many times. Maybe I made a ridiculous effort one too many times. Maybe I told you instead of showing you one too many times. Maybe I used excuses one t

It seems like forever has gone by ever since I put any words in writing… I'm a kid when I'm around you, Always demanding your full attention. When you're away I detach myself and neglect you. I cannot keep small stuff to myself. I keep rephrasing issues long gone. I know I can be a real bitch sometimes. I'm super clingy when you leave. I get jealous for no reason. I tend to focus on everything but us. I don't learn from my mistakes. I hush when we're arguing. I only see the pretty picture, Always need you to point out the flaws. Yet you manage to see through the cracks. You tell me the words I need to hear. You keep bel

Get up! Let everyone see What a disgrace You turned out to be. Bragging you're the best! F*ck all the rest! Huh, dear, you have nothing on me... Cause I've watched you rise, I'll watch you fall. There's nothing to it. Happens to us all. Ain't you a whinner? Go back to momma. Get your act together. Fill me up whenever. Thought you were special? Huh, never say never... So, for me, get up, Take a bow And leave. I shall tell them a story about you and me. I won't sugarcoat it. You're... Chose to stick around, huh? Not clever. Take a picture now. It's all you're gonna see Cause as far as it goes It's over for me.